I have been experiencing various psychic attacks for more than two weeks now and as a result have not been able to do any channelling. Apparently, it’s quite common at the moment. No doubt a side-effect of the general rise in vibrational energy as the shift to the fifth dimension accelerates.
Things are looking much better today so I hope that the worst is over. Occasionally, I’m getting the murmur of the memory of it rather like a record that is still playing yet it can barely be heard – so that doesn’t really bother me.
It’s also worth flagging that the story of this psychic attack (s) feels of a quite different nature or level to the past life memories and/or entities that are a regular feature when processing fear.
It started off with an aggressive and ugly in tone voice calling me really offensive names. Spoke to MTP who advised that I take my Lemurian healer crystal and hold it about a foot or so in line with my forehead.
When I did that the crystal pushed the attack back and cleared its entry point which had been at the back of my head. MTP saw the face of a business associate who has unconsciously been trying to sabotage a joint project for some time and he had come to me in similar attacks before.
However, behind this individual is also a very powerful negative spirit that resides in his house. I don’t know exactly what happens but they have had a priest in to try and exorcise it twice. Anyway, this spirit has made itself present to a degree through him, his wife and their young child. They are aware of its presence but have chosen to stay in the property.
At this stage, I thought that it was all over (the attack) as they usually don’t last more than 2-3 days with me yet this one continued – despite it having shifted for a day or so.
So I consulted my “friends” and they said that the best thing to do was not to engage and to disappear into a cloud of blue light. Apparently this would help me to be detached from the whole thing.
Specifically, the colour I was told to use was dark blue with silver stars. This was interesting as back in one of my channelled blog entries this combination was specifically linked to Archangel Michael. I was also reassured that this was all part of a period of transition and not to worry. Anyway, again that tactic worked for a bit but then the nasty voice and its aggressive and demeaning comments came back stronger than before.
Again, I sought help from “friends” and I was told that the problem now lay more with the spirit in the house (as above). Specifically, “this spirit is strong and is of old but its time is coming to an end, shortly, and it knows this is so. It knows that soon its power, its plane of influence and destruction will be at an end. You need to ensure that your own light is held close to you and does not spread out to engage this entity or this might pose you unnecessary complications.”
I was given a new tactic. When the voice came I was to imagine myself as a spiritual being in a long white flowing robe and wearing a cape of blue and gold. My hair was long and flowing as I gracefully moved through a field of wild flowers that were all white and yellow in colour.
The visualisation continued that I was to put my hand on the earth (on your mother’s heart). “You touch her tenderly and make a heartfelt connection. You don’t pick a flower but as you walk through the meadow of flowers you gently caress the blooms with the palm of your hands. The energy here is of an exquisitely high vibration. Connect heart, soul and mind with this energy, so fresh and so pure. You can stay in this space for as long as is needed as others are doing the work in this instance.”
This certainly worked for a bit but I had trouble holding this space when doing my day to day client work. It would have been fine if I could have just sat in meditation. So the saga continued and so did my quest to be free of this negative influence.
Next I asked my favourite tree friend if it could help. It is a silver birch shaped such that I can stand right in the middle of it and wrap my arms around its trunk. The tactic I was given was to look up into the leaves right at the top of the tree and to put myself in that pure nature energy. Then in a flash I saw a Tibetan prayer wheel flying around at the top of the tree too. Certainly – as I stood there I was completely protected and again as a visualisation once back in the office it worked for a bit. But no long-term resolution yet.
So I turned to flower essences and Angelsword from the Bush range. I dowsed that this would be a good one and it is meant to be used for psychic attacks anyway. nfortunately, there was very little left in the bottle. So I took what there was and then made my own essence using water (distilled under Imoto label of Truth and Trust) and smokey quartz. Again that worked for a bit. But guess what – the voice and darkness came back!
Whilst the attack was going on I was also doing general clearing work as and when something came up. I know there are lots of approaches to this but personally I like Inelia’s fear clearing exercise. It was a relief to have something to deal with that I had the right tools for. Sense where in the body the issue resides …see it as the shape forms (I sometimes get a smell too), welcome it, allow it to grow as big as it wants, then tell it to return to oneness, go back to source. Then breathe deep and focusing on where it is and the shape of it fill that space with love as it dissolves or evaporates. Easy! I can do that until the cows come home and it barely affects anything else that I am doing that day. http://ascension101.com/en/ascension-tools/33-ascension-tools/105-fear-processing-exercise.html
However, my ongoing psychic attack was a different matter altogether and that continued. Yes – I did try the above but it did not work for me in relation to this particular challenge.
At this point we are well into week two if not week three and I was starting to feel a little fed up to say the least! I told myself just to go with the flow and not to feel fed up because that could be picked up by the entity as a sign of vulnerability and make things worse.
One day I found myself draw to a You Tube native American Indian chant. I really liked the beat and especially the short poem about listening to animal wisdom at the end. Whilst I was not drawn to the style of the images in the video, three symbols did strike a chord. So I took the eagle and put it above my head to look out for danger, the wolf to my right as a protector being and a herd of Buffalo to my right to give me strength.
Over this period, I kept trying the various tactics, switching from one to the other.
One night towards the end of this saga, I had a real run in with a close family member in a dream. One of a number of occasions when he has attacked me psychically in a dream so in itself this was not unusual.
When he came face to face with me and started throwing destructive energy my way – I held my hand up and out in front of me to act as a mirror and reflected back to him what he was sending to me.
But when I did that he got annoyed and just sent it back to me even stronger. So I in turn batted it back to him and so it continued and got stronger and stronger to a point at which he got the better of me. I saw myself collapsed on some steps with him still standing there as an immediate threat. I looked down on my body from above and tried to lift myself off the steps to safety. It worked for a couple of steps but then I just did not have any more strength left.
Decided that it was time to tell DB about the “voice”. He said that I would be locked up or put on psychotropic drugs if the medical establishment had their way. As the main bread winner in our family the idea of three weeks off work was quite appealing although naturally I would choose a monastery. “Don’t worry he joked we’ll find a place with WIFI so that you can take your laptop and continue working.”
My friend Dawna had some great advice too. “If you have some azulite, create a pyramid of protective light with it. Azurite is described as being able to energise and realign the subtle bodies with the physical clearing the chakras
Finally, I had got to the point where enough was enough. So I emailed MPT first thing and he SKYPED me shortly afterwards to see what we could do. He looked at me and saw a grey gauze over my head and across my throat chakra. I was advised to see Archangel Michael in my throat chakra but better still I had an Archangel Michael card I had drawn the night before sitting on my desk in front of my PC.
So I held the card of Archangel Michael on my throat, facing outwards. All of a sudden I felt a surge, a force shifting upwards as well as a feeling of lightness and happiness in my abdomen. It was quite intense. Whilst I was doing this MTP saw the grey evaporating. I was then advised to work with my throat chakra and the truth of myself using the colour blue of the crystal labrodite. The blue in labrodorite is described as a highly mystical and protective stone which forms a barrier to negative energies.
This was really co-incidental as my “friends” had given me a list of things that I could do to help make the transition to the fifth dimension and one of them was “connect daily to your throat chakra, to the water, to the dolphins – your friends. Swim in the same water with them. Do a throat chakra mediation each day so that you stay connected to your own truth”. From here on in I vowed that I would do this daily.
I had also lapsed in this period on doing Qi Gong daily. It’s such a quick and easy way to protect and cleanse the aura. Again, something that I am going to make sure is in place permanently over this period.
Funnily enough, whilst excavating for some renovation work builders have just found a medieval drain running under the house of my business associate. It would make sense to use this as an exit for the negative entity in their house. But after the last few weeks I have to say that I’m not going to put my hand up and volunteer for the task. I trust my guides that it is being take care of…..
Here is what I have learned about how to deal with a challenging psychic attack.
1. Have a flower essence on hand like Angelsword or make your own from a crystal that absorbs negative energy.
2. A regular practice such as Qi Gong is great at building up the strength of the aura and cleansing it.
3. Seek the advice of a spiritual or psychic healer. This is one instance where external help is often needed.
4. Archangel Michael, Archangel Michael, Archangel Michael. Putting his image to my throat was transformational and ended my attack.
5. See what your own guides have to say on the matter.
6. Speak to Mother Nature – she if she can help.
7. Above all, don’t worry – it will pass and is all part of an important process that we are going through at the moment.
8. Link to an interesting Buddist book on psychic attacks – http://www.kapalatraining.com/testimonials.htm#praise
9. Link to a Buddist chant I use for psychic attack - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irCo_f29eBc&feature=autoplay&list=PL9421136E44FA7DDE&index=16&playnext=2
10. Create Imoto labels for the water you drink as appropriate for your challenge – I used Truth and Trust.
Also see post on negative energy and the internet:
http://fifthdimensionalgirl.wordpress.com/2011/09/17/ascension-the-internet-and-negative-energy/
