What a joy it is to share your expression today!
I am connected to the heart of the universe – to the silence of oneness.
The love vibration radiating from you seems endless. I’m feeling so dreamy it’s hard to get my head together for the questions.
That’s fine – wait until your heart is ready. Look at my pink tinge and feel the healing. Often humans lack the confidence to go into the depths of their own hearts. If you don’t feel able to do that right now, come into my heart. My heart and your heart – superimposed one on the other.
The other day my guides showed me my heart as a pool. If I looked inside, the truth of the heart would be reflected back to me. But when I tried it was all cloudy. Why?
It’s just a question of alignment – nothing more than a mirage. It’s because your body does not understand what is going on at the moment.
In what sense?
The light is flowing into your heart and from this central point throughout your body to every cell, every structure, the tissues, tendons, ligaments and organs.
I’m tired I think I’ll go and take a nap.
Am I resisting something?
Opening up to the deeper levels of your heart, which will in turn facilitate full embodiment.
What is it like being in the “body” of a mountain?
Fine – thank you. What does it feel like being in your body?
A lot is happening really quickly.
Yes – that’s why you are holding back. It’s a fear mechanism. If the waters are clouded in your pool and you cannot see beyond them, you have the excuse to stay on the plateau at which you currently reside.
Is there anything wrong with that?
Not wrong and not right, as you well know.
Would it be a good idea to slow down the speed at which the light is entering my body – just so that I can catch up?
Nope. You want to control the dial, but those days are long gone.
It’s just that I am literally being flooded – what can I do?
Go and speak to the body.
Will you come with me?
Yes – so where are you going to start?
I don’t know – shall I dowse?
Don’t be silly.
I’ve had a lot of stiffness in my sacrum recently, but I don’t want to go there.
Let’s go there. Get on with it then! You know how to ask questions.
Yesterday rocks were being “thrown” at my sacrum and it was explained that this was a physical reaction to a perceived need to be stiff and upright, ready to deal with whatever comes my way. In fact, my body has been held in near permanent survival mode my entire life.
But if I let go and feel myself in the heart of the mother, the stiffness dissolves. It’s as if there is a wind gently blowing this rigid position across and out of my body. So I think it’s good there now. Change is underway and I understand what is happening.
Yes – I would agree. What next?
How about my stomach/digestion?
The other night I ate some meat (which I forgot to bless) and my body went into total rejection mode. I was unable to digest any of it. What happened there?
The vibration of the food was not in alignment with the vibration of your body. There was a mis-match. So what are you going to say to your stomach?
That I’m sorry for not honouring the vibration of my body.
Good – where now?
My eyes – I use my eyes as a shutter mechanism to try and control the intensity of the light and to help to lower my vibration.
How do you do this?
By flicking to a news site every so often. Even if I don’t read the stories, just the snapshot of the images and the low vibration can have an immediate impact.
So what are you going to say to your eyes?
I’m sorry for using you in this way. It shows a lack of sensitivity for your acute awareness. And next time I feel myself being triggered to click on a news site, I’ll look at a picture of Mount Shasta instead. In fact, I’ll put this photo of you on my desk!
We are not done yet.
I know but I don’t want to bore people with my own stuff….
That’s a bit of an egoic assumption.
My ears are special. I love my ears. I never beat them up. My favourite sound is birdsong – a channel direct to source. And listening to the messages carried in the wind. I don’t feel the same resistance to the speed and intensity of a download if it is via this medium. Why is that?
Because it’s on the horizontal and it’s much easier that way. This is also why the passage out of the body of the old and worn out energies you spoke of earlier are sideways through the horizontal.
I’m starting to get the hang of this! How about my hands?
The hands are good – let’s move on.
For some time now it feels as if my heart has been expanding.
Actually, is there a physical expression of the soul within the human body? It’s as if there is a splinter of my childhood experience lodged in my soul (not a very happy one). Maybe it’s in my heart as well. Like an arrow through my heart, splitting it in two.
I’m looking for a physical manifestation of my soul construct in the body. Is it in a particular place?
That’s interesting, boiling hot water has just been tipped over me – what’s that about?
Just resistance trying to take you off track. Let’s stick with it.
So where is the soul?
It’s a divine imprint and so its patterning embraces the entire physical body.
What’s the best way to tap into it vibrationally?
Through the innocence of a child or you can do so through my white snow-capped peaks bathed in light.
The destruction of childhood innocence is part of the problem, so I’ll go with your snow covered peaks and try to enter that way.
Firstly, it happens without trying and secondly you are already here. It’s just that you are unable to recognise this.
Just like the clouded water in the pool of my heart?
Exactly that and the two are interconnected as well.
Can I immerse my whole body in your snow capped peaks?
Yes – do that now.
It all feels so safe, so smooth and soft.
We are now going to connect with the heart of the universal mother.
Is this to help access my soul vibration?
I can see an eagle soaring above your peaks, flying between heaven and earth.
This is a protected and safe space that I hold.
My spirit is free. Every cell in my body is opening up and becoming more fluid. What’s happening?
The light can enter more fully this way. So do you still want to turn the frequency down?
No – it feels safe here. My heart can soar and I can be who I Am. Just a beautiful presence – perfect within the whole.
Take a deep breath and let the winds of Mount Shasta blow horizontally through your body. Now it is time for the physical embodiment of the heart.
It’s wobbling. Is this the moment of the unlocking of the heart?
It is the moment of the heart opening.
Can you show me how the heart opens fully?
I have been waiting all my life for this moment.
I don’t know what to do?
Do nothing – just be.
It’s 8.53 and I need to start work at 9.00am.
Shall we continue this another time?
See my peaks glowing pink as the sun sets. What vibration are you going to glow?
I always thought that it would be blue. I had even worked out what kind of blue. But now there’s another colour I want to glow. It’s soft pink, just like your photo, but embedded with stars too.
It has been a really long time…
I know – now all is healed.
For Ross with love – hope you are enjoying the holiday!
“Glow Baby – it’s time” reference to these times from Mary McNab (Nalini) New Moon gathering of 19 June 2012.
Photography with thanks to Vicki Brenner Blooming Rose Press.
*** Conscious conversations can take place when we enter into oneness with nature beings***